Memoir extracts for October 1928 to April 1929
Memoir • [unknown date]:
Father came down to London for a meeting and saw the place where I was living for the first time. He didn’t like it no doubt having Mother’s illness in mind, and suggested I should move.
Memoir • [unknown date]:
Richard was still finding it hard to to make art pay.
I got in touch with the Goupil Gallery, as they had sold some of my work. I was rather surprised after the director [Cicely Marchant] had been to see me, to hear that Eric Gill was coming along to give his opinion regarding my work.
The strange figure in beard and knickerbockers arrived and was quite affable. I was very shy. At length he said he didn’t like my paintings and asked some questions about them which surprised me as they were the sort of questions a layman might ask, such as “Why is that man wearing a hat?” and “What is he doing?” So I was disappointed after his visit but a few days later the director wrote saying they would give me a one-man exhibition in 1929 . . . of drawings.
Memoir • [unknown date]:
Mother suggested it might be a good idea if I came home and shut up my ‘flat’ so that I could be looked after properly.
I succumbed to the invitation to go home. It really was rather nice to be looked after again and the sight of the moors and wild life after London was restful and I had so few distractions that I could get on with my work.
Memoir • [unknown date]:
But now I found that it was almost impossible to talk with either Mother or Father about painting. I spoke a language they did not understand and they thought the paintings I admired were done by lunatics and vagabonds.
. . . I then remembered a remark made to me by Mr. Pearson when he found out that painting was going to be my life: “You will have to paint now and disappoint your friends”.
Memoir • [unknown date]:
Richard had to deliver thirty drawings to the Goupil by October:
I had about six months in which to prepare the work and this was going to be tough going as I had to allow a week for each drawing and no allowance for failures.
I had always been given to understand by students that a commissioned work didn’t stand any chance of being a success because the artist had to please the person or group of persons who had ordered it. But most of the great works of art were commissions and had to conform to restrictions and yet the artist responded to the challenge and gave his finest work.
Ever since that year [1929] I have stuck to this working plan. That is that painting must have ‘office hours’ like any other job. A visitor is not welcomed as an excuse to down tools and any domestic job that requires attention must wait.